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I'm not sure how people make a welcome post on a blog? But here I am. Flaws and all :)
My name is Alicia. My blog is called "Tho she be but little" Which I derived from the shakespeare quote "Though she be but little, she is fierce!!"(Midsummer night's dream) I am a very short, small 26 year old woman, and my whole life I have been called "tiny but tough". I take that as a compliment. I stand at a mere 5'2" and in my twenties I have met many people my height or shorter than me, but my height still seems to be capitalized on :) I'll take it. I'm comfortable short.

Aside from being short, I also enjoy being a mom to my two beautiful little girls. We will call them Angel and Sunshine. Angel is 7 and the sweetest girl you ever met. She will paint you a picture and let you cry on her shoulder and help you with anything that is needed. Sunshine is a firecracker. She is somethign fierce and still has a heart of gold. If she wants something, she gets it. If you're hurt she says "sorry". If she is mad, sad, happy... she shows it. She is two. These girls are my world. We made a family. Then along came my handsome husband, B. He's pretty amazing. He compliments us all well and has a wonderful heart.

My family is my reason. For everything. But I also enjoy writing(something I have long lost the time and patience for) reading, playing sports, lifting weights, finding recipes for healthy foods, and of course, I love Jesus. this blog is dedicated to all of these things.

I am juggling a full time job, mommy-hood, wifely duties, relationships, my own personal passions, and my relationship with Christ all at the same time. I feel unorganized and always running behind. But.. I am learning to smile through it all. What is life if it is not enjoyed? lived? Felt with passion? I am here to feel that passion and share it at the same time. enjoy :)

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